Looking for a LIFE CHANGE

  Hello, I hope everyone is doing well. I wanted to write a blog today, well actually I have been wanting to write a blog for weeks now and just can't seem to find a good topic. Well I figured I would just write what comes to mind. I would like to share things in my blog that are personal but I figured I would go on into a rant and no one wants to really read that kind of drama do they? I know artists and creative people don't like drama to much. I feel like drama drains you of all your good energy. I know I grow more impatient each year with drama and all that happens in life when people try to drag you down. I call them energy vampires :). They suck the positive energy out of you, since they have none of their own. anyway...

  So I am looking for inspiration as always in my life to create jewelry and paint. I often look at other artists in history for inspiration but I lean towards more modern things. It is really hard for me to go back and forth between mediums because I am often stuck to one and seem to be better at making jewelry. I love painting but jewelry, I think gives me more satisfaction, oh maybe that is what I like most instant gratification. I should work on changing my outlook on instant gratification. I must strive towards more valuable things that take more time to create. I do get upset when people who do not create don't realize the time, heart and soul that goes into creating any kind of art.

  I have always tried to see the positive side of things but sometimes I get clouded. I am in a time right now where I need to make a huge change and live my life they way I should be and not how I HAVE to.
I have been working in an office as an accounting clerk for the last ten years and I just know that it is not where I should be. I need to have a job that is creative. I know I have the gift of creating beautiful things and making someone's life a little better with my art. I can no longer deal with sitting in a cubicle all day and constantly daydreaming of what my life should be. So I say to all of you who might feel the same, go out there and find your niche!!!!! Well that is all I have to say now.

Love you peeps for reading.
Hope you can comment and give me some advice. I am determined to manifest my desired destiny! lol